the road to hell is paved with good intentions

I realised I'm too uptight about many things!

Money / Finances; because the guy has to bring home the bacon, a preprogrammed chinese application that can't be deleted.

Friendship; too choosy and somewhat neglectful.

Relationships; No money, no time, no desire.

Then it hit me, I'm such a boring person then! A scrooge with no friends and no relationships.

I set out with the best of intentions to transform myself through a hip and young campaign!

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Then I realised that that would be exactly what a boring old civil servant would think of. Truely the road to hell is paved with good intentions, all the way to the fire pit.